Thursday, April 29, 2010
I thought i wouldn't be able to live even one day without you yet somehow i managed to live on longer than i thought. But what's the point of me living on if you don't care anymore, I want to see you happy but I just can't take it when I see you so close to him. You don't answer anything as I cry out I miss you. I hoped for a vain expectation but now it's useless. You don't think of me anymore, I don't cross your mind anymore, I wish I did, even if you're just using me, I wouldn't mind. Girl, make up your mind, if you're gonna leave, don't look back. I have no regrets from loving you. I only regret i couldn't give you my all. Seeing you leave will without a doubt kill me inside, but i'll bear it somehow, i've done so. As long as you're happy with him, and he doesn't bully you, i'll give you my support, as how i've always done so. As long as you're happy with him, it doesn't matter how much i cry, how long i suffer, i just want to see you happy.. Girl, I miss you..
2:53 AM
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Feeling fcuked up today and kinda emo..
morning woke up at 5 30 as usual then went sku at bout 6
reach sku slacked wif wai shiong and ian for a while,then go study for ss ler
after recess gt ss test..10-11
k la quite easy...moderate..say easy later marks like crap i xia suey ==
after school wanted go library wif jingyi but then she nvr reply me so nvr go lor :S
then went home
go home on comp. bathing that time like suddenly remember some of my past
which i didnt want remember..
onlined then studied..ppl who talked to me on msn i think they oso think i very emo today
seriously no mood larh..
skipping dinner.. no appetite eat..
haiz..
i hate this world
like..evrything so unfair
i wan this, then cannot have..
then no choice de..
like everything is already set and cant be changed..
everytime say wad crap that can change ur future
all fcuked up crap =.=
just nw teared up some useless piece of junk mail to make myself feel better...
really damn fucked up right now
Now, i just wan memorize the format for letter writing all those, then call someone and chat
i don't want care what my mother gonna say
don't care what my father gonna say
_|_.. warning to all
dun piss me off further =.=
bye..
3:40 AM
Monday, April 26, 2010
nth much just a picture :]
3:28 AM
Saturday, April 24, 2010
HIHI O:
did nothing except doing hw and play com so i'll post bout ytd uh
ytd after sku me went home, didnt lunch.. go home on comp. and revise A.math..
revise till like 6 plus i sien ler :X so go play games lor..
had dinner at about 9 then i go chat wif jingyi
chat till 12 plus
i buey tahan i slept
lols ytd pang seh her..3rd time ler xD
some more i nvr add ben into conversation she comfirm damn bored
then today ben as me go out wif him
i too lazy to go out :3
probably will online til night since i'm using my laptop bah
and LOLOL jingyi laptop cannot use~~~
HAHA awwww so sad :X go cry lar u!~ lols i so evil
nw msn-ing and practising guzheng..who wan listen? call me lar~~~ xD
free de lehh see i so good :3 lol k im being lame
*lamed*
k la finish posting..damn short i know -.- nth to do
tomorrow planning pon tuition go out study
monday SS test ler i wan study...
12:46 AM
Friday, April 23, 2010
omg so long nvr update
sry uh this whole week
busy wif hw and some problems
hw cher 3e4 kep owe teacher so got 1 whole stack of dnt work :p
i wednesday 2am then slept sia!!!
and still cannot finish
planning over the weekend finish bahh
nw playing comp and chatting wif mei O:
stupid msn somehow wont work on my pc so no choice using ebuddy..
ee DD:
sienz
next week is exams ler leh
1st paper SS
planning sunday revise my ss work bah
i still nt strong wif SEQ..hav to practise uh
bo bian
this one nt CA..is mid year leh dun practise sure die
some more A.math is tat matthew lim set de
wth la walao go eat meat la matthew lim D:
comfirm whole class fail de lor
ass x-x
good thing still gt long way to go
today a.math lesson omg almost fell asleep
modulus i learn before..then so boring..almost bom on the table lolol
after class went find mr chee
he play hide and seek wif me sia
i go 1st floor find him he come 4th floor find me -.- then i run to 4th floor just in time..
at nite nt planning sleep early
chat wif jingyi and delanie bah O: see if delanie she free 1st
otherwise is just me and jingyi
maybe i'll add ben in ^^
muahahahaha
lolol
k la done posting..bye :D
2:16 AM
Friday, April 16, 2010
lolol, updating in progress~~
ytd was friday
OMG FRIDAY~~ had school till 12 30 then went lunching
sec 2's kena bag check
LOLOL idk why uh.. we dam lucky sia nvr kena.. heng worr~
then after lunch went for cca
cher ask me arrange the guzheng to fit 40+ ppl sia
i was like..omg so many???
i struggle like crap then finally finish
nw guzheng room super duper crammed
then cher wan us learn new song..actually its quite short lor -.-
if rewrite, it's at most 5 pages long only.. no kick..
sec 1's and 2's had cca till 3 30 then sec 3's till 6
but then we keep talking to cher during cca xD
slacked WHOLE lesson
damn shiok
next week no mre cca ler DD:
sad lar
cannot go lunch wif monster meimei T_T
sad T_T
i ytd i go dinner-ed wif huimin the went home..reach home at 9 then i bathe and play com till 12 :X
today 11 woke up, eat breakfast then wait for monster meimei online lor :3
walao my mom wth sia i wan bite lollipop stick oso cannot..say i wan learn smoking
crapp~!
9:40 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2010
hihies ppl O:
omg today damn tired
morning i pack my bag using guessing coz val nvr send me the timetable -.-
but then surprisingly i guessed all correct lehh~~ i so smart ;D
morning had the stupid drill thing
the grass was wet la -.- i stand up my butt de pattern hor wa very nice
then had a very very long day lor
omg kok leng KENA SCOLD
wa sia la best day of my life
then after lesson still gt chem test omgg
listened to teacher discuss bout the hw then had test
i chiong thru sia xD
so easy lar pls
after tat i went guzheng
then wan leng just nice go DD:
walao sad leh D:
go in play play a while then did homework wif pei en, aik siang and micko..
6pm went home and had dinner
nw waiting for those 2 idiots to send me their speech so that i can summarize -.-
6:01 AM
Saturday, April 10, 2010
ok uh this is just random uh
think the camp was quite meaningful,although the bunk was hot and hav to sit on the floor but now our class bonding is stronger and we understand our school core values coz each activity represents a different value, e.g when we do urban navigation we hav to be responsible and take care of our team mates uh
then the facilitators oso take alot of effort then we cooperate with them
their efforts wont wasted :]
jiaxuan jiaxuan jiaxuan
mian mian mian
jiaxuan jiaxuan jiaxuan
mian mian mian
jiaxuan
mian
jiaxuan
mian
ohhhh~~
jiaxuan mian~~
LOLOL
kay lets see wad i did today
morning i woke up at like 8 plus
surprisingly early lor i tot i gonna sleep till 11 plus uh
ate breakfast then watch tv until bout 12 then go play computer
after a while i go do hw while afking o-o
omg i forgot A.math gt wad homework??????
die lor, mr soong comfirm take parang chop me der >.<
ahhh i dun wan die!~
lolol
now chatting wif monster meimei on msn O:
asking who know a.math hw oso T_T
sien lor
why is monday so bloody far away from friday and friday so bloody close to monday????
ahhh panic liao la
omgg~!!~!~!~
3:38 AM
Thursday, April 8, 2010
Yo people!!! I'M BACK FROM CAMP!!!
wa sia la camp so tired
kay lets post
DAY 1!
left home at 6 then reach at 6 30, then after assembly we set off to the camp site
after we reach we put down bags then met our fascilitators
my group de fascil was jia xuan ;DD wa she damn good lor
laugh like sea lion liddat :X
monday did like a ton of activities
did games like catching,stargate wa we spend 2 and a half hour on star gate sia
stupid game!!
but at least the food there not bad :3
after dinner we go slack then prepare for next day kayaking
i go lend val my guzheng pick so she can play her guitar o-o
surprisingly it works
then i slept at..very very late
those stupid guys they on song so fking loud
ass lar..
Day 2!
morning woke up at 6 30 wa damn tired
fascils woke us up X-x
breakfast was..beehoon and soyabean. eeyer X-x
then after breakfast we clean up the place then near afternoon time we go kalang for kayaking
we go there lunch 1st then went for life jacket check
see if the jacket working anot
omg the water
like drain water liddat
green one wth siaa
then we went kayaking
i go wif joel then we almost capsize like..5 times o-o
we kayak all the way to the floating bridge sia like damn far
but damn fun ;D
i kena sunburn like shit liddat X-x
then after we put back the kayak we had to wash
the eddy ask me push the rack wif him
he push so hard the kayak hit my eye sia
then i piss lar like he purposely de
den i dun help him ler :P
then after we all change we go back camp
the uncle keep shouting vulgar on the bus to his colleague
he tot we dun understand sia
then behind,me and runfa they all point middle finger at him
LOL
i mean like..late 20mins will die meh?
he say he wanna retire
me and joel were like, " retire lar! Nobody wan sit your bus if we got choice anyway"
then when we reach back school we bath then dinner then after that prepare for next day trekking trip. I did logistics sia ;D coz idk read maps :X
then after that me,patrick,hafiz,zikri and a few others talk to the facils bout some class stuff
10 30 the stupid light off itself sia!! wa scary..
Day 3!
morning like..6 woke up coz those idiots playing wif the deodorant
smelly siol
then had breakfast at 8 and then they brief us on some crap which i didnt listen to :X
10 30 we left the camp and our 1st stop was sembawang cc
reached there in like 10mins :X
then went to yishun neighbourhood park
play mini game :D
damm fun sia
i wan again :X
then we went to yishun fire station then go bottle tree park
via 2.4 run route :X
wa there dam hot
no shade de
X-x then me and jia xuan behind there chat chat chat :X
then after we reach bottle tree we play game again ;D
wa chiong like shit
almost cant complete X-x
then went on to sembawang park then go king's avenue before going kpt eat and slack ;D
i had chicken rice and prata :]
thx adriana for 2 bucks :X
at 4 30 we go back camp :]
we 1st siol ;D
chiong like hell
then aftere debrief we go bath then dinner
after dinner all the guys go sit at bball court coz siva wan investigate something
walao we like treated like boys home de ppl sia
the facil melvin he dun let us whisper sia
wth???
wat is this?prison ah?
then we only at 1 then we get to sleep
all of us like damn angry lor
coz 1 idiot go spray curry sauce on our bed then liddat
sucker
1st night he blast music
then 3rd day he make trouble for us
idiot sia -.-
dam angry at him lar
i slept at bout...2am?woke up at 4am then pretend to sleep while thinking of my monster meimei :D
oh ya
this whole camp hor
i miss my monster meimei the most lor! :] now back ler so happy
4th day!
woke up at 7 omg so late
bathed then chiong for breakfast :X
eat like mad cow liddat sia coz need go by 8 30
we go high element the plac
ei think its at..boon keng?
ya then we play lots of stuff like rock climbing, river corssing
then end of everything we use stones make a picture for reflection
i made the word resilient :]
haha oh and i was shaking when i doing the high element challenge
almost fall X-x damn scary sia
like 3 storey high leh
and gt nth to hold when i on it except my safety belt thing
then at nite we gt class bonding time
talk about how to bond the class together
alot of us cry
i also almost cry coz damn touched lar..
then we slept at midnight :]
day 5!
today damn fast,morning 6 30 wake up and start cleaning ler lor!!
then 7 plus finish breakfast do relfection then clean again sia
wa dam tiring
then after tat we gave notes for the facils to keep :]
i wrote to them and a few frens
forgot who :X
i remember i gave adriana
then at 11 plus we go ler
then now me at home talking to monster meimei :D
ok la finish posting ler :]
monster meimei rushing me :X
9:58 PM
Sunday, April 4, 2010
lols ok lets post!!
today i woke up at 5am omg
go sweep tomb
left grandma house at 6 then hav to climb a stupid hil..no kick lar :X i so pro
i help rewrite the words then pray and everthing then slack a while and went back
after lunch i use com a while then went home ler
i slept the whole journey AGAIN
lols reached home at about 7 plus then packed bag
wa so many things to pack lor
i just finish -.-
tomorrow parents drive me to sku
idw take mrt
like retard liddat take so many bags
today actually didnt wanna post
but meimei ask me post de o-o
tomorrow camp must miss me hor
i'm gonna miss everyone D:
especially
my monster meimei D; sad sia..
done posting..bb
5:34 AM
Friday, April 2, 2010
yo people!!
me nows in malaysia
omg this morning woke up at 6am????
so tired x-x
7 left the house go chong pang eat
carrot cake lols nt spicy de
nt nice DD:
after breakfast go custom checked in msia
then i slept whole journey o-o
reached at about 11 plus then 12 went for lunch
asam fishy :D
super nice uh i wan eat again
i wan eat monster chocolate oso!!!
probably be using com till nighttime D:
damn sien lar pls..
now chatting on msn wif my meimei :D
hehe...kk done posting :]
11:37 PM
kay lets see
today morning i was up at 7 o-o
went olli house at 8 30..lols she pay for cab fare sia omg
then we were about to go ION mall when wx tell me 11 meet so we turn around go causeway
then he say until like dun wan let her come -.-
wtf outsider cannot come?
then she angry at me now
then i reach causeway that stupig wx and the rest
ALL PANG SEH ME
wth sia
i go slack slack then met edmund at around 2 o-o
went to eat
BAKED RICE omg so nice
then went mac wait for olli
she saw me she emo
-.-
walao not my fault lor
then at 5 i go library slacked
do my a.math homework :3
i soooo guai wor
then 7 30 met xinglin go dinner
then go my house downstair slack again
went home at 10 then packed bag for tomorrow trip to msia
D: i dun wan go
but no choice
i'll miss my _ _ _ _ _ _ _ meimei T_T
i wan sweet!!!!!!
all must miss me hor D:
k la go ler..BB :]
8:50 AM
