Saturday, March 27, 2010







kay i finished uploading those pics i took ytd o-o still gt alot lor but then all in other people's phones DD: nvm i go steal from them on monday :]
kay uh lets post bout ytd
ytd public performance so had to prepare for it like..super early??
i woke up at 6 30 then prepare everything then reach sku at about 7 50 like tat
reach then start pushing and stacking the chairs to one side then carry the guzheng down to general office.
lols we slack lor all walking de :X
then after that we bring the guzheng up the bus and down the bus..then bring to the holding room before we start slacking
someone FORGOT TO BRING IN MY GUZHENG??? LOL
who ah i wonder
lols! before found my gz had to use one nameless one
ok still nt bad..
quite nice to use but i prefer my own
then after lunch had full dress rehearsal omg the girls makeup so heavy x-x
i put foundation niaa :]
hahas then went for rehearsal lor
cher say quite lousy uh..
after full dress rehearsal then no more ler so go back holding room,wait for finale then after finale all went eat uh
then after that is ACTUAL PERFORMANCE OMGG
nervous uh
behind curtain cannot make noise :X
i down there hyper until siao uh
during performance my hand stuck between the lines once X-x almost die there sia
heng i take out in time
after performance we went back and put the guzheng back in guzheng room then went back to republic poly again D:
wait for finale :]
valerie sing so nice wor o-o
then finale i go crazy :X scream and shout then scream and shout again
lecia say i noisy :X
then after change out of costume me and xinglin go super o-o
go back her house 1st wait for her change
then since i duwan eat much i share wif her lor..
after tat cabbed home coz im supposed to be home before midnight -.-
reach home at 11 45,bathed
then play com a while then sleep ler
nows the sec4's step down
haishh
sec 3's take over the responsibility ler
stress uhh
now nobody pei me walk to mrt station D:
no more derrick no more yiyun D:
no more jiamin no more jia jia D:
NO MORE CELIA DDDDDD:
walaoo..
pang sehh me?? :((
hope the sec3's still can live up to the senior's expectations..
sec 4's will be mised DDD:
8:27 PM
Monday, March 22, 2010
yoz~ kel here..lols
today time table change :] omg i lovee the new timetable? dam shiok sia..
lols :X
then today after school i nvr go go thru chem test :X fiz fiz help me check lor :]
i straight away went gz room start carry gz ler X-x
ok now i wanna scold someone
won't say ur name out in case u cryy~ but its a person whose name start wif "A"
today after rehearsal i bring gz back i put down my shoulder went crack crack crack
left shoulder
super pain can?? u stupid ah? cannot see i only use 1 hand carry guzheng? no brain ah? orh no wonder uu can fail ur subjects uh~
WOW~~~ ^^ must be sad for u uh? 7 subjects all fail rite? aww so sad
i just nw never ask u take it rite? i ask chen long help me rite?
u come kaypo for wad?
kaypo still ok..
come call me useless for? u try i dislocate ur shoulder then make the joint impossible to reconnect completely anymore then 1 day ur shoulder pain i make u carry gz wif tat shoulder u wan?
i can de :]
very willing to, anytime u want broken bone i can giv u :] good mah can pon sku 1 month leh
u try for urself then u know how pain it is uh
i sec 1 until now oso never do anything to u
U WHERE NOT HAPPY?
nt happy then i dare u SAY LOUD LOUD
LET WHOLE GUZHENG ROOM HEAR
dun everytime pass by me then say in my ear only
why?
scared no seniors back u up izit?
scared they know u everytime see me nt happy then just anyhow insult me izit?
i gt insult u anot?
no rite
nvr call u btch since sec 1 okay?
but then now i say it out uh
U ARE
1
BIG
FAT
BITCH
B - I - T - C - H
BITCH
u really see me not happy
come la
find me then talk
dun call ppl come if u dare uh
humji then call la
u hav fren i dun hav?
i dare u uh put anonymous and tag this blog if u dare
gt guts then tag lar
na beh chao ji bai -.- _|_
see me not happy
then
fck outta my life man..
5:26 AM
Saturday, March 20, 2010
ok wad did i do today?
morning woke up at 8 plus
played com till 12
sm called me sia :]
hahas
today is our 10th month sm :]
10 month sia :DD
then
went out wif edmund o-o
went for lunch
lols i stole his food lots of times
did homework at mac then went home uh
we walked o-o
then told racist jokes :X
wth so many sia
reach home ler slack in my room for a while then went down play lor
after dinner called olli to chat..
kay im done posting o-o
sien tomorrow tuition...
After a while, you learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love
you begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something
promises can be broken as soon as they're made
and sometimes
goodbyes are
really
forever....
If you think I'm okay
If you think I'm over it
If you think I won't cry for you anymore
If you think it was just a crush I had for you
You're dead wrong.
I loved you
more than myself
I cried everytime i thought of the happy moments we had together
half of my tears were spilt because these memories were very nice and happy memories i had of you
wad happened to the other half?
the other half of my tears
were shed because
I knew we won't be able to hav anymore memories like these..
i tried letting you go
it didnt work
so i held on
but
while i was holding on
all you did was let go
so now
you leave me
alone
heart broken
I thought to myself on that day
"this time is different"
you proved me wrong.
I'd rather be your lover then your friend
but
I'd rather be your friend
than your nobody..
wow i put so many quotes together to form this o-o
8:23 AM
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
lol hihi
today skipped mr soong lesson :X
omg i cant be bothered to go?lazy
too lazy
morning slept till 10 plus 11
then went out at 12 go meet reyna
i wanted sleep in the mrt lor
but
my feet were cold D:
so i couldnt sleep DD:
then went all the way to pasir ris
met reyna
i tot she very tall
but end up
is coz of her $99 shoes o-o
and she kicked me D:
with the same $99 shoes
WOW~~~
lols
she was talking and making puppy dog faces to herself..
after send her to orchard
i went home o-o
go home then go bball lor
until about 6 plus
then went home
ate then online msn
me headache while msn-ing
dam suey sia D:
then nw posting lor
lols ok lazy type ler..bb
7:02 AM
Sunday, March 14, 2010
kay o-o lets see what happen today
today morning woke up at 9 plus then had breakfast..
then went home then..then..
oh ya no tuition
so watch tv lor :]
then clear room abit then i prepare go out..
went out straight after lunch
go suntec wif wei xuan o-o
lols so many people D:
went up to 4th floor go spinworkx o-o
nice shop i wanna buy a yoyo
then wei xuan teach me yoyo trick :D
omg so fun :D
then spent afternoon at the yoyo shop outside playing and slacking
went for dinner wif wei xuan and his frens at about 7 30
then went home after tat
wanted cut hair de lor...stupid auntie nvr open???!!!
wth -.-
gone liao
tomorrow comfirm kena caught by security guard
nvm la
die then die
just say security guard catch me i no choice hav to go cut hair..
but dunno why they wanna catch sia
they aint paid to sabo students -.-
SADISTS!!!
now..
im just plain bored!!!! DD:
walao ehhhh!!~!~!~
nvm i wan off soon anyway .__. gt cca tomorrow
8 till 6 30..gone liao..
And those break up songs are making sense again..
i wish they didnt...
6:35 AM
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Heartbreak Quotes
8:20 AM
Friday, March 12, 2010
Heartbreak Quotes
5:34 PM
yoyo
wa today dam sien
my ss gt 4 marks D: shit man..
today no hafiz and chao yi class quite quiet lor..whole day slacked..
ss copy copy copy lor
after that went for cca
was waiting for _ _ _ _ _ _ _ meimei but she pang seh me D:
lunched wif celia
then suan eng and evon go up o-o
then i go gl teacher again as usual o-o
teacher almost laugh like shit again o-o
as usual
then i after cca go wif hafiz to library chiong hw o-o
i finish history and a.math notes o-o
then went hme at around 9
walao _ _ _ _ _ _ _ meimei duwan reply me D:
walao i sad ler lar DD:
*cry* lols...
mei reply lehhhh D:
8:28 AM
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
today's actual post
lets see
morning went to sku
as usual went to library
lols
for wad?
pei _ _ _ _ _ _ _ mei lor :]
haha
then after assembly hav lesson
english
lols
gt alot of fish words today :]
Fishing is a very time consuming activity lols!
then me and zhenyang go write in white ink for the speech xD
then...i starting i go write
good morning mdm saratha , my 33 classmates..and 1 fish
then she say cannot put fish
so
i put lohan O-o
then history oso alot of fish and (ahem) CHIA KOK LENG
lols
mr roy take over lesson
whole level high sia o-o
3e1 to 3e4 combined history class in lecture theatrette
then i forgot wad lesson...
last lesson maths
wa
2 mr chee's come in
hardcore -.-
so sien lor
draw graphs
boring la pls..
no kick..
then went for cca
cb i gastric during cca
suey..
then went for ice cream and fries wif yiyun, derrick, jiamin and jeremy
then homed lor..
sien tomorrow nid hand up
stupid students study notes -.-
wa SIEN AH
mao mao chong .__.
k...zao liao
bye~
4:52 AM
major bad mood rite now -.-
pls la..oso nt i wan de..
just very..
sad
ya...
It's not that we aren't meant to be together, I think that we're just not ready for forever.
you said
we werent meant to be together..
u said
that i should try to move on..
those 2 sentences
hurt me the most..
i didnt want to let go
i didnt want to move on
i wanted to wait
but
while i was holding on
all you did
was let go..
i'm so broken..
it's cold..
fking cold..
i'm sorry..u know
u're the first girl
in my life
i said so many times "sorry" to
sorry..
really sorry
i wanted u to stay
but
u didnt want to
It's really painful to say goodbye to you
when i don't want to let go
but
its even more painful to ask you to stay
if you never wanted to stay
i've nvr cried more than last friday
never..
i nvr felt
that heartbroken when u broke up wif me
that much emptiness when u told me to move on
that much loneliness when there was even 1 day when i couldn't see you
i thought i wouldn't be able to live on
but..
i've got no choice
god wants to see me suffer
guess he's kinda sadistic too?..
lol
i'll get over you..
i'm going to..
i will
at least
i hope i will
i want
to nt cry
when i'm around you
if i can do that..
then
i can finally move on..
i..
miss you...
3:17 AM